Wednesday, April 13, 2005

Don't Take it Personal

I haven't written in a while and that's sad. Because truthfully, I really do enjoy it, even if nobody out there is actually reading it. It's a nice way to spend some time with myself, making myself laugh (or cry depending on the day). I feel like, even if I'm not evoking emotion in anyone else, at least I'm squeezing a little juice out of myself.

This has been one of those days that makes me lean on the "cry" side, quite frankly and here's why:

a) I had to wake up a 6:30 am. Never good. NEVER GOOD.

b) I had a kind of stressful appointment early on in the day and although I ended up enjoying myself and learning somethings about myself (I'm pretty incoherent and "off-the-ball" at 8:00am) I'm disappointed in what's sure to be the outcome.

c) The Momes. For those of you who have been reading, you'll know that he's my pride and joy. A little bundle of fur with, it turns out, special needs. Last night we had a scare that he may have had another seizure (he had one in late December - but has been seizure-free ever since). Today he wasn't himself and we had to once again rush him to the vet. GOOD NEWS: 99% sure that he DID NOT have another seizure. BAD NEWS: He seems to have sprained, or torn something, in his knee. Now we have a hyper-puppy who is not allowed to walk. Not fun. Very stressful.

d) Britney Spears announced that she's pregnant. I'm not sure why this makes me want to cry, but it just does, okay?

e) I caved and ate a Harvey's burger for lunch. MMmmmm was soooo good though.

f) I'm now in some state of semi-shock from all of the events of the day. I'm worn out, scared, anxious and a little overwhelmed.

What else can I say? It's just one of dem days.